Post by jazmodeus on Dec 21, 2005 22:47:08 GMT -5
he pulled out his little notebook, kept securely in his totebag, which was always packed and ready to travel, not that he'd done much traveling in a month or so. He hadn't written anything in this since about 6 months ago, but he rarely put words to paper, too final...just every once in a while
December 19th, 2005....
Spent the day being all domestic...baked cookies, made eggnog, and put up christmas decorations...odd for me but surprisingly nice. I would guess it had more to do with where I was doing it, and who I was doing it for, but still, surprising. I managed to convice Saphryn to get a tree, and we decorated it, managed to get her top off one and a half times, and cover her in tinsel, so it was a great day. Aside from the obvious benifits of those actions, we bonded very well, which is important to me, and I don't believe I'm actually writing that...but its true. She is definitly one of the most complicated people I've ever met, and she does it to herself...I'm of course trying to help, while still being myself, but crossed the line at least a few times now, which she has graciously overlooked...well, after a bit of a tongue lashing, but you know me, thats ok too. he smiled and turned the page
I'm actually very glad I met her, I haven't slept this well in a non hotel room since forever. Its like a home away from home, and from someone who has no home, thats gotta be saying something. I've never had someone in my life that I felt the urge to call and inform them if I was gonna be home late...not even my parents...which is strange, but cool nonetheless. I'm hoping that she will begin to trust me, and I'm trying hard to work on that, I know I can help her, but it will be a rough journey...no pain no gain, or so they say. We've learned alot about each other, and there is still alot to learn...if we can get over the particular problems of past we face that is.
I went shopping for her gift today, pretty much the only gift I really need to work on, my agent takes care of gifts for my folks and fans and everything...I should get something for Jake too, and his girlfriend, just in case they can make it to dinner with us...that would be the nice thing to do, and honestly, I really don't want to piss him off anymore than I have allready...its obvious he and Saphryn have a history, or he wanted one, not sure, I try not to ask, hey, I'm me, past is past. I'm sure she'll like her gift, but I won't even think about what it is...she has like scary powers, and I always get the feeling that she knows more than she lets on, so I'll play this very carefully...plus I've allready spent more time writing than I have in years, and my hand hurts.....
He re-reads what he wrote, and smiles and laughs, but closes the book and puts it away
December 19th, 2005....
Spent the day being all domestic...baked cookies, made eggnog, and put up christmas decorations...odd for me but surprisingly nice. I would guess it had more to do with where I was doing it, and who I was doing it for, but still, surprising. I managed to convice Saphryn to get a tree, and we decorated it, managed to get her top off one and a half times, and cover her in tinsel, so it was a great day. Aside from the obvious benifits of those actions, we bonded very well, which is important to me, and I don't believe I'm actually writing that...but its true. She is definitly one of the most complicated people I've ever met, and she does it to herself...I'm of course trying to help, while still being myself, but crossed the line at least a few times now, which she has graciously overlooked...well, after a bit of a tongue lashing, but you know me, thats ok too. he smiled and turned the page
I'm actually very glad I met her, I haven't slept this well in a non hotel room since forever. Its like a home away from home, and from someone who has no home, thats gotta be saying something. I've never had someone in my life that I felt the urge to call and inform them if I was gonna be home late...not even my parents...which is strange, but cool nonetheless. I'm hoping that she will begin to trust me, and I'm trying hard to work on that, I know I can help her, but it will be a rough journey...no pain no gain, or so they say. We've learned alot about each other, and there is still alot to learn...if we can get over the particular problems of past we face that is.
I went shopping for her gift today, pretty much the only gift I really need to work on, my agent takes care of gifts for my folks and fans and everything...I should get something for Jake too, and his girlfriend, just in case they can make it to dinner with us...that would be the nice thing to do, and honestly, I really don't want to piss him off anymore than I have allready...its obvious he and Saphryn have a history, or he wanted one, not sure, I try not to ask, hey, I'm me, past is past. I'm sure she'll like her gift, but I won't even think about what it is...she has like scary powers, and I always get the feeling that she knows more than she lets on, so I'll play this very carefully...plus I've allready spent more time writing than I have in years, and my hand hurts.....
He re-reads what he wrote, and smiles and laughs, but closes the book and puts it away