Post by jazmodeus on Dec 21, 2005 23:36:40 GMT -5
He inhaled the incense and knelt upon his straw mat Blessings to Fate, on this cold winters night, my thoughts put to memory for Karmic balance...
After my return home, I found that I did not have adequate time to meditate for personal reasons, and still keep up with duties so neglected. In an attempt to keep the Akashic record complete, an abridged thought will be presented, incomplete of course, but at least allowing for further expositions on this time in my life...he was always very formal in his mental journals, Fate demanded respect, and he had been taught to give it
Upon my return I found the House in perfect harmony...of course, I was at first dissapointed, as it meant that I was perhaps not needed, but further investigation lead me to the truth...it had been far too much to make any of the staff bear, but they did, that was their way, even Rowen stepped up and did her best, though she was ill informed as to what that might entail....she kept records perfectly, both financial and historical, recording the comings and...goings....of the patients...she catagorized the patients, and even delegated some of the supervision of those patients, for which I am reminded that I love her, and that choice was not unwarranted. She understands what we do here, and for their grace, the staff did as instructed. I feel badly for making her take that roll without me being here first, but she stepped up and performed, keep that in mind when granting her future.
Upon my return, Hiro made his presence known, and I convinced him to assist here...he will fit in nicely...surely we are a bit more reserved than his hot blood will accomodate, but I have felt like that before....we usually go seek out those who need to find death....and here we grant death to those who seek it out...it will do him much good to see the two sides to this coin, and also give me the opportunity to meet him as an equal and not a student. He was an admirable student, and he is now an even more admirable Chakravanti...and deserves my friendship, I only hope I also deserve his, time will tell...he is more than an ally, he is a friend, though we would never admit that to each other.....He shifts focus and clears this from his mind
The past few weeks have been a blur of dealing with patients and getting back into the workings of the House...two Garou, two Kinfolk of the Garou, and four sleepers have reached their time, which has kept me busy...I have barely had time enough to spend with the other Chakravanti around the house, and even less with Rowen, yet she still smiles and treats me so well...she is the Karmic blessing that I have always wished for...she tends the grounds, keeps things organized, and still finds time to track me down and make sure I have what I need...she is amazing...and that will lead me to my next train of thought...He sends that off and clears his mind for his next thought
Rowen...what can I say...every spare moment I have I seek her out, and unfortunately there have been prescious few moments for that. We have decided to try and bring life into this world, and not how i do, with recycling old life, but her way, in creating life new....I hate to inform her that I am not sure I am capable, but I will still do what needs to be done for that to happen. I want to give her everything she wants, and I feel she wants this, and Fate help me, I think I want it too...so as married couples will, we work for this as often as possible...perhaps soon enough we will have results, but if not, just trying will make me happy, and hopefully her as well. I am not one that is used to enjoying life, life is to be lived, but only as so far as it helps your next life...but perhaps bringing in life will help my next life...I have never tried that, and with all I have learned lately it would not surprise me. I will do my best, as I know she will make a superb parent...I cannot testify as to my staying power in this life...my time is my time...but anything or rather anyone I leave behind will be in the best of care, so I do want this.
I have duties to attend to His internal clock goes off, he needs to meet with a patient, so finishes his meditation Fates guide and sheperd us all, to you I offer this diatribe, recorded for prosperity, to learn from later, in all the glory. he finishes his meditation and rolls up his matt, storing it in his box, then dressing to perform his duties
After my return home, I found that I did not have adequate time to meditate for personal reasons, and still keep up with duties so neglected. In an attempt to keep the Akashic record complete, an abridged thought will be presented, incomplete of course, but at least allowing for further expositions on this time in my life...he was always very formal in his mental journals, Fate demanded respect, and he had been taught to give it
Upon my return I found the House in perfect harmony...of course, I was at first dissapointed, as it meant that I was perhaps not needed, but further investigation lead me to the truth...it had been far too much to make any of the staff bear, but they did, that was their way, even Rowen stepped up and did her best, though she was ill informed as to what that might entail....she kept records perfectly, both financial and historical, recording the comings and...goings....of the patients...she catagorized the patients, and even delegated some of the supervision of those patients, for which I am reminded that I love her, and that choice was not unwarranted. She understands what we do here, and for their grace, the staff did as instructed. I feel badly for making her take that roll without me being here first, but she stepped up and performed, keep that in mind when granting her future.
Upon my return, Hiro made his presence known, and I convinced him to assist here...he will fit in nicely...surely we are a bit more reserved than his hot blood will accomodate, but I have felt like that before....we usually go seek out those who need to find death....and here we grant death to those who seek it out...it will do him much good to see the two sides to this coin, and also give me the opportunity to meet him as an equal and not a student. He was an admirable student, and he is now an even more admirable Chakravanti...and deserves my friendship, I only hope I also deserve his, time will tell...he is more than an ally, he is a friend, though we would never admit that to each other.....He shifts focus and clears this from his mind
The past few weeks have been a blur of dealing with patients and getting back into the workings of the House...two Garou, two Kinfolk of the Garou, and four sleepers have reached their time, which has kept me busy...I have barely had time enough to spend with the other Chakravanti around the house, and even less with Rowen, yet she still smiles and treats me so well...she is the Karmic blessing that I have always wished for...she tends the grounds, keeps things organized, and still finds time to track me down and make sure I have what I need...she is amazing...and that will lead me to my next train of thought...He sends that off and clears his mind for his next thought
Rowen...what can I say...every spare moment I have I seek her out, and unfortunately there have been prescious few moments for that. We have decided to try and bring life into this world, and not how i do, with recycling old life, but her way, in creating life new....I hate to inform her that I am not sure I am capable, but I will still do what needs to be done for that to happen. I want to give her everything she wants, and I feel she wants this, and Fate help me, I think I want it too...so as married couples will, we work for this as often as possible...perhaps soon enough we will have results, but if not, just trying will make me happy, and hopefully her as well. I am not one that is used to enjoying life, life is to be lived, but only as so far as it helps your next life...but perhaps bringing in life will help my next life...I have never tried that, and with all I have learned lately it would not surprise me. I will do my best, as I know she will make a superb parent...I cannot testify as to my staying power in this life...my time is my time...but anything or rather anyone I leave behind will be in the best of care, so I do want this.
I have duties to attend to His internal clock goes off, he needs to meet with a patient, so finishes his meditation Fates guide and sheperd us all, to you I offer this diatribe, recorded for prosperity, to learn from later, in all the glory. he finishes his meditation and rolls up his matt, storing it in his box, then dressing to perform his duties